Blah blah blah…
I wish I could tell you that I don’t care - that it doesn’t matter to me if I don’t hear from you, or that it doesn’t bother me that you’ve become so incredibly self-absorbed. I do care, though, and it really bothers me. You have changed so much in the span of a year, and I’m not sure I like the person you’re becoming. I know change is inevitable, and I know you’re doing what you need to be doing right now, but that doesn’t mean I have to like it, or that I should have to put up with it. Sadly, I’ve done it to myself. I’ve made myself available to you no matter what. I’ve gone without sleep. I’ve worried. I’ve listened to your fears and frustrations and I’ve done so at my own expense. But I’m getting to be really tired of it, and I’m getting really tired of you.
Get over yourself. Open your eyes and take a look at how you’re acting. Give me the respect I deserve, and be here for me like I am for you - even when it’s inconvenient or when you don’t know what to say. If you don’t, try not to be surprised when you discover one day I’m not here for you anymore. That day is quickly approaching.
- Me
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